There is always someone in our life that we look up to. For some of us, like me, it's a secret. 

That One Girl

You're so inspiring

the way you write

the way you read

you're everything I want to be

each day you walk into school

with an I don't care attitude

I know underneath that beautiful smile

and your not so perfect skin

is a battle scarred heart

with guards barring the entrance

so you don't let anyone in

you're so different from the status quo

underneath that's my goal

people say I have the looks

the body

the brains

but inside I'm dieing to get away

life isn't easy

you've told me that before

it wasn't easy

the day he walked out that door

we haven't found someone to replace him yet

but we're still trying to mend our hearts

every once in a while

I can't help but fall apart

I've seen you fall apart some days

but everyone has those days

you get up

brush yourself off

and move on the next day

or so it seems

I know on the inside you're dieing too

that's the thing about you

you're so guarded

but you're so brave

I don't know how you put on

that beautiful smile every day

me

I'm always dieing inside

and on the outside

I cry

you're so inspiring

one day I hope you find someone

someone who makes you soar so high

that there will never be another low

in your life