There is no feeling like it. Once I start, I can't seem to stop. When I sing, It feels right. Like, I know this is where I'm supposed to be. When I'm singing, I don't have to be someone I'm not. This is me, and I love it. Its the best feeling in the world as you are on the stage and you had just finnished a song and you hear the crowd cheering! When I sing, I feel like I belong. Like, I am the star, and people come up to me saying "You are amazing!!!" or "I wanna be like her!" instead of "Your so annoying!" or "Haley, just shut up." I love that feeling of being superier to the other students:) Singing is my life. Sure I get nervous a little bit right before I get on stage. But I overcome it very quickley.

Have you ever looked in the mirror and see someone you didn't recognize? Like, everyday you would fake a smile or a laugh just to make everyone happy, while your just dying and crying inside?  Well I have. Everyday it felt like when I tried to reach out, no one could hear me. It's a mask, and I'm NOT just wearing it because Halloween is near.

Ever since I was a little girl, I have been picked on, and made fun of. Everyone used to ask me if my mother had dropped me on my head when I was a baby. Some people STILL ask me that. Well what they don't know is that when I was four months old, I was adopted. My biological parents were really bad people. Mom was a drug addict, alcholic, and a child abuser. So was my biological father. I have three brothers named Michael Arneil, Robert Arneil, and Jacob Arneil. I have a grandmother named June, and a grandfather named Ron. Micheal, Bobby, and Jake live with them. The only reason my grandparents didn't take me in was because ALL my brothers knew, was hitting. When my mom was pregnant with me, she took drugs and drank alchohol. That is why I act different than normal people. I am hyper, annoying, and I have a short attention span.

For all of you people who bully kids for being different, for all of you kids who made my life miserable, you think I asked to be this way? No. I used to hate myself before I knew the truth. But, now that you know my story, maybe, JUST maybe, when you see a kid that used to be like me, you stop and think about this story before you go and make fun of them. And just so you know, I'm glad you people made fun of me. Because if you didn't then I wouldn't be the person I am today. So thank you.

STOP BULLYING NOW!!

Everyone has their moments. My moments, are very very blonde:P I'm gonna tell you about some of my famous blonde moments:) I garantee you won't read this without a smile on your face:)

Blonde Moment #1:

This morning, I was tired. So I sat in my locker. (Yes, I can fit in my locker.) I probably sat their for about 4 minutes, then the bell rang. I went to get out of my locker... And I can't stand up! My hips were to wide, and my friend Kyle M, He saw that I was freaking out, so he offered to help. I accepted. He pulled and he pulled and he pulled,  but I would not budge. Finally, Mr. Bart was in a good mood, and he decided to help me. It felt like I dislocated my shoulder Haha. But he got me out:)

Blonde Moment #2:

Last Friday, me and my family went out to this restraunt. As we were about to leave, my mother tells me, "Haley, watch the window." So I turn around, and watch the window.  Then my mother says, "Come on Haley, its time to go." I say "But you just told me to watch the window!" Mother says " Haley!! I meant watch the window while you slide out of your chair, so you don't hit it and break it!!"  :)

Blonde Moment #3:

This morning, I saw my puppy Maddie, she is a black lab. (Remember, its morning, I'm a little slow:)) I scream "DAD!!!! THERE'S A BEAR IN THE HOUSE!!!!" He runs out of the kitchen and into the living room and sees me staring at Maddie. He says "Haley, thats the dog!!!!" I rub my eyes and say "Oh yeah! You can go back to the kitchen now. Its all good here:)" He was very mad;)

That's me! :) I love my moments. No matter how stupid I feel!!:)

You wanna hear a scary story?

        Once upon a time, A man and a woman get marrried. During the reception, the husband and bride play Hide and Seek with the children. The bride wonders off into the attic and sees a large trunk. She says to herself "They'll never find me here!" So she opens the trunk and climbs in. As she she shuts the trunk behind her, it clicks. It is now locked. The bride is unaware of the trunk being locked.

After an hour of searching, for her, the bride hears her husband calling "Okay honey! We give up!! You can come out now!!" The bride intended to get out, but when she tried, she now realizes the trunk is locked. She screams for hours trying to get people to hear her. But no one could. She died up in the attic.

After years of searching for her, the husband finally gives up. A week after they called off the search, the maid wonders off into the attic, she sees the trunk and is curious is to whats lies inside. she unlocks the trunk only to find the dress and skeleton of the bride. The maid screams. The husband goes into the attic to find out what was wrong, as he sees the skeleton of the bride, he instantly burts into tears.

THE END

I'm not your typical average everyday girl. People see me as this, girly girl who likes to dress up, who likes to braid people's hair, and who likes to paint her nails everyother day. My family sees me as this tom-boy, who likes to cause trouble, make burnouts in the yard with her dirt bike, and loves texting. My friends see me as this girl who is always there for people, no matter who they are, or what has happened between them, they see me as a flirt, and they see me as a girl who has been through pretty much everything imaginable, and still manages to keep a smile on her face:) I see myself as a girl who is everything that is listed above. But I also see my self as a girl who loves to take her iPod out on a rainy day, put in her headphones, play her music on full blast, and sing at the top of her lungs and dance like theres no tomorrow. I see myself as this girl who loves to play in the mud, like to look for worms , (which is digging through the mud:D) to go fishing with her dad. Finally, I see myself as a girl who is beautiful, sweet, but with a lot of attitude, faithful, persistent, stubborn, and friendly. i'm not gonna let anyone else tell me diffrent. I'm An Original. I'm Not About To Let Myself Become A Copy. (:

........................ I think I would be an AWESOME modivational speaker one day.... :)

I just wanted to say thank you to all of you who commented on my blogs. Especially my most recent one. I read the comments and they were so enthusiastic I couldn't help but smile. I also can't help but thank the people who make me smile. Sometimes it is just too hard to smile on your own, and knowing there are people willing to be there for you is a wonderful feeling. Thank you again, and keep the comments coming! :)

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