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Confessions. :/
No one to go to
I feel so pathetic
So ashamed and self-silenced
For being me
I wish I was happier
Can't happiness be simple?
That's what I hear
Every morning, I wait for desire
Desire to stand
Desire to socialize
Desire to acheive
But it never comes
My only desire is to stay
Stay in bed
Stay away from the world
Stay in my mind
Because I just can't take the expectations
I can't handle it
The drama
The stress
The general act of movement
and "trying".
I'm so sick of being replaced
So now I have no one who can replace me
I have no one
No one at all
I just want to be happier
It's so much work...
I sleep...
and sleep....
and sleep...
Why do I never have the energy?
I dream...
and dream...
and dream....
None of it will come true.
I just want the nightmares to let me relax.
I just want to sleep my life away.
I just want to be happy....
Article posted December 14, 2011 at 10:43 AM •
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