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 Water Quality Presentation Article posted March 1, 2012 at 05:44 PM • comment (54) • Reads 1917 • Return to Blog List
Posted Comments  Mr.G, well i think i found out something exciting.... TTATT but im sad right now! my grandma did something that really hurt! From Mr. G - Oh no.
Comment Posted on June 16, 2012 at 08:51 PM by
kacieMr.G, sadly we cannot turn them off, and she hasnt been banned! DX< but i found something exciting out today! its got me sooo pumped! From Mr. G - Too bad about not being able to turn it off. Cool that you found out something exciting.
Comment Posted on June 14, 2012 at 09:23 PM by
kacieMr.G, i can, but it wouldndt do anything. she can still spam my profiles. on the website everyone can access you profile to vote, comment, and chat and send friend requests. thats how she spams you. she imobalizes the profile so no one can chat, vote comment of anything. TT^TT its scary! but she hasnt spammed me and someone spammed her and imobalized all her spammer accounts and i think she might have been banned and stuff by the maker of the website. one can only hope. From Mr. G - Wow. Well, then getting her banned is the best way. I hope she's really banned. Otherwise, can you turn off those features, at least for a while?
Comment Posted on June 13, 2012 at 08:02 PM by
kacieMr.G, erg, i am dealing with a problem of NOT flipping out becaus on the website i talk to jaimie on we have a spammer who dissables peoples profiles. well, im terrified sheel spam my profiles on my accounts. on top of that, she posted a crude and disturbing and pervertedly gross picture on one of my GUY accounts. =_= it was probabaly up for 2 days too, which is bad. From Mr. G - Can you change your password?
Comment Posted on June 12, 2012 at 04:41 PM by
kacieMr.G, i know! it was all like, ahh, and then i stsand up and im like AHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i didnt even have a towel. all i had was a knited sweater and my mom to keep my warm. it was weird afterwards when i had to change.EVERYTHINGA i was waering was wet,, which i was expecting, yet wasnt expecting at the same time.
Comment Posted on June 11, 2012 at 10:33 PM by
kacieMr.G, thanks! it was so freeezing though! the water was warm, but once you got out it was cold! and i didnt have a towel! TT_TT but i liked it. it was good. and yeah... i havent really be able to contact her either. not yet anyways. From Mr. G - I can't stand coming out of warm water into the cold!
Comment Posted on June 10, 2012 at 06:53 PM by
kacieMr.G, yeah. urg, i am so... on edge! i just had a fight with a friend yesterday and... well, its hard. shes my friend, yes, but its just hard. like, really hard. i can forgive her... but not by much. ugh, i backed down again. i couldnt win. so i surrendured. anways, my mom told me not to talk to her for a week or two. i know she had good intentions, but its still hard. but i need time to breathe. im also freaking out because im getting baptised tomarrow! >.< From Mr. G - Your mom's advice is good. Take some time. Congrats on the baptism!
Comment Posted on June 9, 2012 at 06:34 PM by
kacieMr.G, no. i mean, yeah, i could change persepectives and see it differently, like preporation, but not if it has acutally happened in REAL life before. i have never been able to win. i cant do it. i mean, i try, but its just doesnt work. =_= its annoying. From Mr. G - I see.
Comment Posted on June 8, 2012 at 05:54 PM by
kacieMr.G, im feeling the same as when i was crying. its been three days. i woke up crying this morning because i realized that, even if im dreaming, i will never be able to fully stand up for myself. i will always have to take it, and not say one words because i have nothing to say that would help me and cause them to back down. From Mr. G - When you're awake and thinking differently can't you change your perspective? Because you have sounded assertive before.
Comment Posted on June 7, 2012 at 09:02 AM by
kacieMr.G, i cried yesterday. like i always do. cried because i figured out just how alone i truly am, how selfish i am for forcing friends, how much i was abandoned in my life, how i codnt have the answers, even for the simplest things. i couldnt talk to a friend about it, none of them cared, so i ended up talking to myself... again. like i always do. what people dont realize is how truly scarred i and other people are, not until something happens or they are told. From Mr. G - How are you feeling now?
Comment Posted on June 6, 2012 at 10:03 AM by
kacieMr.G, yes, yes it was. but.... its still hard, you know? but im ok. im a fighter and a lover, because i fight for what i love. From Mr. G - That's cool. :o)
Comment Posted on June 5, 2012 at 07:11 AM by
kacieMr.G, finally told jamie, which wasnt the easiest thing to do. i felt bad. she was upset, but she forgave me too. ^.^ and i now cant forgivem myself as much anymore.meh, not sure why. but, maybe its because i stored that feeling of pain inside myself for "safe keeping" or 'in case of emergency". i tend to take the most painful things and store some of the pain away for those types of things, mainly because its easier to cry that way. From Mr. G - It's cool that you finally told her and that it's all better now.
Comment Posted on June 3, 2012 at 07:39 AM by
kacieMr.G, yes, it is awesome. i thought the worst would happen, but it didnt. everyone forgave me. i kept my friends, i feel loved. ^.^ the only time im letting myself get into character is with myself. From Mr. G - :o)
Comment Posted on May 31, 2012 at 07:20 PM by
kacieMr.G, everyone foragev me and i feel lighter now that i know that all of my friends forgave me for it ( still need to tell jaimie though.... >///<) and it made it easier to forgive myself. i ept my friends and they forgave me and said that i was clever for doing it since they were writers too. so it made me feel happy. ^.^ From Mr. G - Awesome! :)
Comment Posted on May 30, 2012 at 07:49 PM by
kacieMr.g, crying is good, it was the only thing i really had when i was little because i had absoulutely no freidns except boys, and that made the bullying on me worse i think. and i did learna valuable lesson. i made people mad at me, but they forgave me and i ended up keeping my friends, something i was NOT expecting. now all i need to do is forgive myself, which i find to be hard. From Mr. G - Forgiving yourself is worth working on. So keep working on that. :)
Comment Posted on May 29, 2012 at 07:51 PM by
kacieMr.G, this is my message:  Orkut Icons  Orkut Icons Orkut Icons Orkut Icons From Mr. G - I've learned that crying is very important. You have to release the pain. It's good that your mom is there for you. It seems that crying when you're alone is good. Crying matters whether you're alone or not.
Comment Posted on May 29, 2012 at 09:08 AM by
kacieMr.G, glad to hear the feild trip was fun. im glad your back. and yeah, maybe. it is a horrible thing. but whats even horrible is what i have done. i have created accounts on rinmaru world harmlessly, just mostly because it was fun to dress them up and everything.... then i started to decide and give them pasts and names..... then everything spirlaed out from there and it because real to me and i was creating a story. but in the process of doing so.... i was 1. lying to my friends and they didnt know it. and 2. i was pretty much using them and leading them on not on perpous, but on perous all the same. i finally told the truth to some of my friends.... but i feel utterly terrible! From Mr. G - Sounds like you did the right thing in the end. And it sounds like you learned a valuable lesson! Good for you!
Comment Posted on May 29, 2012 at 07:06 AM by
kacieMr.G, watch this video. warning, you will cry. seriously, im crying just thinking about it and watching it.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtNYA4pAGjI&ob=av3e i always wonder, what causes song writers to write these types of deep songs? personal experience? a dream? what causes them to be inspired to write these types of songs that make people cry? From Mr. G - Wow, that's a powerful video. Child abuse is a horrible thing. Maybe Martina was abused or knew an abused child growing up. Or maybe she learned about it as an adult somehow.
Comment Posted on May 28, 2012 at 07:05 PM by
kacieMr.G, it is. i have never lost a friend like that, but just the feelings around my school when the kid Guan luce died was enough to sufficate me because everyone was mourning his death. i would have too if i had really known him. but i never talked to him, never though of approaching him. i stayed away from his crowd. i never once talked to the girl who died, but when my friend told me what happened and how sad she was, i felt it. i truly did. so for three days i wore hearts. itr takes a lot for me to feel things like that. there has to be a true connection. ^_^ and welcome back Mr.G was the feild trip fun? From Mr. G - I hear ya about what it feels like when people pass in a school. The field trip was a lot of fun, thanks. Even though it was fun, it's good to be back. :o)
Comment Posted on May 28, 2012 at 07:13 AM by
kacieMr.G, thanks. today was a day where i couldnt really get my feelings down through art, not yet at least. my friend who i chat with online just found out yesterday that her friend had died of anerexia on the 14. i told her im with her and today i wore hearts to simbolize love, hope and eternity for her. From Mr. G - That was nice of you. It's so hard to lose someone.
Comment Posted on May 21, 2012 at 05:31 PM by
kacieMr.G, that video made me almost cry, and yeah, it was embarressing. god, i have been feeling so down lately. i dont know why, but i just feel like i have to cry a lot. i feel strange. maybe its just normal, maybe not. i dont know, but thats why i have a sketch pad, nail polish, eye shadow, water color paint, a pencil and other artistic tools. From Mr. G - It's great that you have your art to express yourself and deal with all your feelings.
Comment Posted on May 20, 2012 at 04:34 PM by
kacieMr,G, this is so sad! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HD9z0AuqzIs how could anyone cause someone to do this?! cant people see bullying can go a long way andpush people over the edge?! the simplest thing can make someone hate their life! i already dont like where i am at in life, but i cant let mine go without finishing it strong. but.... god! From Mr. G - It's sad. And horrible. Really horrible.
Comment Posted on May 19, 2012 at 11:32 AM by
kacieMr.G, i think that we had oth known why i felt that way. mostly because i knew the day was going to end very badly, and i was right. it was the day after my band concert, of which i had started crying in the middle of ecause my reed broke right before the concert. and i failed the concert. not the band, the wband was good, but who wants to be seen crying at their last concert of the 7thgrade and have it on tape? not me. didht help that i had to relive it! From Mr. G - I'm so sorry that happened to you.
Comment Posted on May 17, 2012 at 08:49 PM by
kacieMr.G , the thought i had was..... idk what it was. i just told my mom that if a she had run me over or if any car had, i wouldnt have cared. From Mr. G - I think you might want to talk to her more about that. Like why you feel that way.
Comment Posted on May 17, 2012 at 03:57 PM by
kacieMr.G, is it weird that i have NEVER seen a horrer movie in my life? and that i had a somewhat suisidal thought moment today? From Mr. G - Never having seen a horror movie may very well be a good thing! As for having a suicidal thought, just make sure you talk to your parents about it. It's good to talk about it with a trusted adult.
Comment Posted on May 16, 2012 at 03:54 PM by
kacieMr.G, i know. i mean, i cant tell what is beautiful truly or not because its oppinions. but i still think that if you cant look at one gory picture and call it beautiful, then you dont know what its like. ( i frazed it wrong.) take for instance the oictures this girl takes: http://apokryphiaart.deviantart.com/gallery/ they are majorly gory, but there is a sence of beauty in them. From Mr. G - While there may be a sense of beauty in those photos too many people will be bothered by the gore. It's part of human nature, especially those who don't watch graphic movies and stuff like that.
Comment Posted on May 14, 2012 at 05:29 PM by
kacieMr.G, have you ever just seen a picture that was just so creepy ( gory, bloody, messed up, absolutely horrible normally ect.) and just randomly thought that it was beutiful? thats what my pictures are. they are sad, some bloody ( they have scars on their arms.) and some chained up ( ok, hes wearing a chocker with spikes and a chain attached but whatevs.) and some are just plain screaming and sad and misserable looking, and everyone thinks that i have problems. but i think they are beautiful. i see pictures with blood and that seem sad and unlikable and i call them beautiful. people think im crazy for it, but i dont think i am. an maybe there is something dark in me ( i am half goth.) but is that so wrong?! i like those types of pictures mainly for the mssage in them, the feelings and things that i can see and relate to. which ones were done with care to make that feeling come out, and which ones were just done because they were. and i think that if you have never looked at at least one sad, disfigured, tromenting, dipressing picture/painting, and called it beautiful, then you have a problem. From Mr. G - Yes, actually, I have found gory art beautiful. I also appreciate that everyone is different. Beauty truly is in the eye of the beholder so who am I to say what someone calls beautiful isn't really beautiful to him or her?
Comment Posted on May 14, 2012 at 04:09 PM by
kacieMr.G it really is annoying. like, big time. but maybe i am sad almost a ton of times during my life. sure, maybe not everysecond of my life, or of the day, but there are almost always days where i want to scream, cry and lock myself up in an inclosed dark place ( which, btw, usually freaks me out because i'm clostraphobic... but it helps me to cry faster.) and just be away from everyone, but when i can't do that, i draw my feelings out. and personally, i really could care less if you call them names. sure, the names hurt, but to me, my pictures are all pretty, all cute, all me, and mostly all feelings that are put down on one page that seem like they could never escape otherwise if not on paper. From Mr. G - Yes, you gotta let the emotion out.
Comment Posted on May 13, 2012 at 07:33 AM by
kacieMr.G, i explain it to them EVERYDAY!!!! my teacher must forget that, but she asks me everytime she sees or hears about my "depressing" pictures. ugh, so annoying. and it doesn't help when my friend calls me Emo everytime and sings a song about Emo. ugh. From Mr. G - Sounds annoying. Just keep reminding them. Assure everyone that you're okay as long as you're okay. :)
Comment Posted on May 11, 2012 at 04:09 PM by
kacieMr.G, yeah i guess so, but it's so annoying! i mean, come on! sure, i draw guys with hair over their eyes, but i have two reasons as to why! 1. i don't know how to draw eyes. ( well i do, but i always fail.) 2. i think they look better without eyes. that's just what i think. and yeah, some have long bangs. and all of them have some form of dyed hair. some even have stripes. so what! they look gothic that way and makes them even more loveable! and yeah, i think drawing my mascot Voodu doll quibble is fun, but that doesn't mean i have major issues! and nor does haveing my characters cry. they were drawn because i was sad at the time. so what! From Mr. G - Do you tell them that? I think all they want is to be sure you're okay. They would be negligent if they didn't check and then something happened.
Comment Posted on May 10, 2012 at 04:59 PM by
kacieMr.G, that's what i keep telling people, that my drawings are just my way of getting my emotions down on paper and preventing myself from passing out ( long story.) and they keep saying i'm emo and my teachers keep asking me " are you sad all of the time?" well, yeah, but i'm not going to tell you guys that because i think it's none of your business because when you make it your business and i tell you, i get sent to the counsilor and a phycyatrist and checked for violent thoguhts! ( ok, over exageraqtion but my bf got checked for violent thoughts because he draws guns in class.) From Mr. G - That's the world we live in. At least they are concerned about you and not just ignoring you.
Comment Posted on May 9, 2012 at 07:47 PM by
kacieMr.G, i know, which is probabaly why i draw whenever i feel down. ( that gets people calling me emo but what do i care?!) and my teachers worry when they see my pictures. the question is always " are you sad kacie?" and my reply is always " no, but my pictures turn out better when i have an emotion in me and that emption is ususally when im sad because i cant make very good happy looking pictures." but i dont want to tell them the truly that there are always days where i just want to cry, days when i want to give up, days when i get so frustrated at my life that i just wish i were someone else with a better life. but i dont tell the that. your the only one i have told really. From Mr. G - Drawing is a great release. I think that as long as you have some way to release the emotion, drawing, crying, stuff like that, it will help. And things often get better you know.
Comment Posted on May 9, 2012 at 04:27 PM by
KacieMr.G, i'm not sure. we have rachell's challenge meetings and stuff, but that's not much. and we have a thing called safe-To_tell, but i hate the program ( ok, never actually used it but did something involving the telling and hated where it got me.) From Mr. G - As a teacher I always wonder what we can do to help. It's not easy for anyone.
Comment Posted on May 8, 2012 at 03:34 PM by
kacieFrom Mr. G - So why don't all the anti-bullying school programs work?
Comment Posted on May 4, 2012 at 03:42 PM by
kacieMr.G i ahve always wondered that too. and i have tried to be nice to people hopeing they would be nice to me, but i was always shoved away into a corner and picked on. ( which is why i became both a friend and an enemy to my closet.) From Mr. G - That's not cool.
Comment Posted on May 3, 2012 at 01:42 PM by
kacieMr.g, neither am i. i was never popular. nor very rich. ( if we were rich we would be living in a regular house with the popurty still in our possesion, but we are living in a tiny apartment with the popurty sold to some other guy/girl.) i was always the target for teasing in elemtentary school, so i was never popular there. still not popular now. which is ok for me because i am kinda afraid of people. and i hate popular people. they always turn out to be snobs. From Mr. G - I always wonder how we can help each other treat all people well.
Comment Posted on May 3, 2012 at 08:15 AM by
kacieMr.G, i dont think the girl who i call poparrazzi squirrel is hurting. shes a stuck up snop! she thinks she is a princess and towers over people like me and i hat epeople like that! TT^TT why she so mean? she live a perfect, rich life ( she got to go to aruba for spring break while all i got to do was sit at home chatttting online and worrying about my world history fair project and if my uncle was going to come out of the hospital alive or not! if thts not the meaning of rich and stuck up, then i dont know what is!) she lives with the ablility to take care of horses! THEY ARENT CHEAP! From Mr. G - Maybe. But rich people sometimes are very unhappy. So are popular people. Me, I don't know for sure because I've never been rich nor popular. :o)
Comment Posted on May 1, 2012 at 03:25 PM by
kacieMr.G, why are people so mean? why were people born poparrazzii squirrels?! because they irratate the crap out of me and thats scary! TT^TT why cant they all just be nice and not critical? why do they have to be mean and irratating? and why do i have to be so irratated easily?! why do i have to cry?! From Mr. G - Frankly, I don't know. Psychologists and people who study people say it's because they are hurting. When you hurt you lash out. I think that's true. It doesn't help but at least you know to feel sorry for people who are mean. They must really be hurting.
Comment Posted on April 30, 2012 at 07:48 PM by
kacieTTATT hes coming on the 15 of may, but its for 6th grade only and its not going to be a book signing! i guess they're having him talk through vido or something and it wont be on for 7th or 8th! X{ it makes me sad and mad! what makes me even more mad is my best friend decided to make fun of me for not being able to meet him! DX i want to cry just thinking about what she did to me! and she passed it off as a joke too! X{
Comment Posted on April 23, 2012 at 04:48 PM by
kacieyeah he is! XD imma get him to sign my book Angel from the maximum ride series! XD and imma have him sign a book for my dad for fathers day because my dad likes his books! im so excited i cant wait! i think he comes on monday!
Comment Posted on April 20, 2012 at 09:16 AM by
kaciemr.g! imma explode with extreme exctiement! have you ever heard of the auther James patterson? he wrote my two fave series the Maximum Ride series and the Daniel X series and now he's coming to my school next week for a book signing! XD i will get to have my books autographed! and meet him ( finnally) in person! now, if only my wish of Cassandra Clare coming to colorado for a book signing would come true, then my life would absolutely be perfect! From Mr. G - That is pretty awesome! He's the real deal, a celebrity!
Comment Posted on April 20, 2012 at 05:32 AM by
kacieMr.G, want to know what the best song ever is? this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v... it's called Watch Me Bleed by my new fave band Scary Kids Scaring Kids ( aka SKSK) i just love the song so much. it's so.... i don't know sad and deep and awesome and trhilling all at the same time! check it out when you can! i advise you!
Comment Posted on March 18, 2012 at 03:26 PM by
kacieyup. i'm super excited. i just have to refrane from watchiung movies online ( unless it pertains to a book like Trackers of Skeleton creek) then i keep my internet.
Comment Posted on March 17, 2012 at 06:32 PM by
kaciei don't know if this counts as going easy on him, but i went up to him and asked him " can i ask you a stupid queston? why didn't you just block the sites that had videos so that i couldn't watch them?" and he answered " because i would need the websites and it's not that easy to do. it's a long process and i don't have the correct program anymore." so i was like " told you it was stupid. the websites were hulu, youtube.... some other ones i can't remember" and then he asked me " so are you telling me that you won't go onto the videos over the week if i give you your internet back?" and i go " yeah. i've been putting those sites that i have saved to my favorites into folders because i remembered that when i would put stuff in folders i would later on forget where they were. not to ention i was bored." so he goes " ok, then you won't go onto hulu or watch anymore videos?" and i was like " hulu made me mad. i hate hulu." he then asked me why and i just said it made me mad ( actually it makes me mad because it doesn't have all of the videos in this anime series i was watching so i got mad at it and never went on there again. stupid hulu!). and that's how i got my internet back! yay! no more using the school's computers to do my homework! From Mr. G - Great!
Comment Posted on March 16, 2012 at 09:29 PM by
kaciei thought it was great to. my dad drilled me on it today though. i was all like ' dad can i stay after school?' and he's all like' for what?' and i said for math and he asked me if that's what i was going to do and i was like ' yeah' and he's like ' are you sure your not going to read those backwards books? ( they are not backwards! they are japanese style written and they just seem different, but truly they aren't. they're pretty much like european cars only books. God dad!)' and i was all like ' i don't bring books on green days because i have no time to read.' and he goes ' you can stay as long as you leave the book home! no reading!' god i wanted to punch him or something. From Mr. G - Go easy on Dad. :)
Comment Posted on March 15, 2012 at 03:32 PM by
kacieMr.g read the blog thing that you did that jaimie gave the link to. it was about the blogs and bloggers. do i really comment more than most people on here? that's surprising for me. my teacher is alwasys incoraging people in my class to comment on other people's blog, but i didn't know that i comment that much. if you had to estimate how much i commented, what wuld the number be? just out of random curiousity. still mad that my dad took off my internet, but i am now going to be sstaying after school to do homeowkr. solves my problem right there i think. From Mr. G - Good solution, staying after school. As for commenting, yeah, you are the best commenter we have! :o) Not sure how many comments you've left, there are many, but they are really great comments.
Comment Posted on March 13, 2012 at 05:17 PM by
kacieMr.G, i don't know if you can do anything, but i need HELP! TT^TT i can't play at home! i mean, i can't practice my clarient at home. i don't really know why. i just know that wen i tried i baely got half way through the song and couldn't go any urther without crying. i just stopped and began to cry. i put up the instrument and curled into a ball and cried! it's like i have stage fright of my own silent beadroom where i am ALONE! it makes no sense. maybe i heard myself and thought that i sounded terrible and.... was worried that my paents would drill me even harder. i don't even know. i just know that i can't play it at home, which makes me feel like maybe i realy am what my dad said i was at the clarinet... a failure that wishe life was easier. but that's not true. i know it's not because i have heard myself in the cafateria at school and i sounded good. but when i'm at home.... i fall apart. what is the proble? i don't even know! but what's worse is that if i don't practice at home then mom won't get me a tter and i will never get my internet back! i don't know what to do! mom tired cheering me up by saying that they couldn't hear the notes just the sounds and that was it. but i don't care because i can't play it at home and i'm not really sure why. but, maybe it's because i don't have the rythme down as well as possible since we haven't played it much yet so i'm not sure what the rhythme is yet and i can't play t as well. sorry if some of te spelling is terrible or has things missing. my dad's keyboard is kinda hard for me to use and it's nise and some of the keys have to be pressed harder than te rest. From Mr. G - Wow, I have no idea what's causing your inability to play the clarinet at home. My wife is the musician in my family. Maybe it is what you said, nerves and stress. Maybe when you get the rhythm at school you'll be more comfortable playing at home.
Comment Posted on March 12, 2012 at 07:08 PM by
kaciebut that's the thing Mr.G, i have succeded and i keep succeeding, but it's not making him any prouder. my mom was the one thatmessed up. god, i need a rewind button on life to when i got the slip, i show my momk and explain and hen keep my internet. wish that exsisted. how old are your kids? From Mr. G - My daughter is 8 and my son is 14.
Comment Posted on March 12, 2012 at 04:46 PM by
kacieno it's not mr.G! it's not good becauz he yells at me everytime i do something NOT related to spanish or band on his computer. TT^TT i hate it! how am i going to do my other stuff with him blaring the tv, yelling at my gradma and getting on my freaking case?! it's not possible! From Mr. G - Just hang in there. Remember that your Dad is doing the best he can to help you succeed. As parents we do the best we can. My kids don't always like the decisions I make at home.
Comment Posted on March 10, 2012 at 08:08 PM by
kacieMr.G! my dad makes me so mad! he cut off my internet on my computer so now i can't use it! girrrrrrrrr! TT^TT and he said that it was becuz i was getting bad grades in spanish ( not true right now becuz i got them up. he saw the grade on the messed up google voice mail thing i did. epic fail.) and that my FIRST ensamble performance was terrible. so he cut off my internet. but i need that one for doing my blogs, 2 to check and reply to messages on my wiki and three to access my online math book! but how am i supposed to do that now?! grrrrrrr! he wasn't even supposed to say anything to me, my mom was! From Mr. - These things happen. It's good to unplug every now and then.
Comment Posted on March 10, 2012 at 12:30 PM by
kaciewell, not my dad, but my mom is amazeing. i have been able to tell her almost everything, but with my dad i can't do that. he gives me more lectures than he does help and advise. my mom, however, gives me advice. i don't know if it happened today, i sat at a different table because i'm not sure if i will be able to stand my boyfriend if he does it again. he can be very annoying when he gets into detail and it can hurt deep. but what happened today after lunch.... i doubt i will be able to forget it. i turned around looking for my friend Jenna and saw him. he looked like he wanted to talk to me but..... i think i walked away when i heard Jenna's voice behind me. i feel bad about it now that i think about it. what was he trying to say? what was he GOING to say? i'll have to ask him tomarrow.... that is if he'll talk to me. jeez, i sound like i'm talking to my 'pen pal' gorgie. :D well, that's ok. From Mr. G - It helps to "talk" about it. It's good that you have people you can share all this with.
Comment Posted on March 7, 2012 at 07:20 PM by
kacieI know, i was bullied all my life in elementary school and who knows if i still am being bullied. it doesn't feel good. and what's even worse is that the kids has no idea. i mean, in some ways thats good and in others it's terrible. and i have my boyfirend bullying him. MY BOYFIREND! i had an ensamble performance tonight and my friend, the one who got the note, told me that she was just trying to tell the guy that they weren;t going to do it, but from what i saw at lunch that's not what it was. i'm thinking of still trying to talk to them and if that doesn't work, then i will bring the counsiler into this. i mean, i gave my friend a warning on PAPER! if i had gotten that warning oin a slip of paper if would have burned in my pocket like fire. i wouldn't have been able to even get rid of it. my boyfirend already knows what it's like to be in the counsilers office ( he is an avid drawer in class and when the science teacher saw his drawings of guns and other detailed weapons she made a photocopy of them and sent them to the counsiler. he wasn't oo happy.) i don't know about you or anyone else, but i just know that the counsiler is still not a fun place for me to go, even if i am friends with the counsiler. i really don't want to bring them into this. but if they keep going as far as they are, i will punch and kick and scream at a brick wall until i bleed allover it, but only after i bring the counsiler into it. ;P i make very valid and grusome points when it comes to things like this. can't you tell? From Mr. G - Yes, I see your points very vividly. :o) You are on the right track and your plan sounds good. I wish you luck. Keep your mom in the loop like you have been. Your parents can be a great support during this difficult time.
Comment Posted on March 6, 2012 at 09:37 PM by
kacieMr.G, i'm faced with another problem. it would be bullying. and it's not me being bullied and it's not one of my friends. here's the problem: so, i have a group of friends that are super amazing and i probably wouldn't trade them for anything. wrll, one of my friend's boyfirend had broken up with her a month ago and it was the secoond time too. he wrote her a letter begging her to take him back and that the only reason he broke up with her was becausew of a dare. well, she didn't like this because he had lied to her. she tells him no and then he calls her house and her dad was the one to pick up. he lied to her about that too. that was the last straw for her i guess because she started to get mad at him and stuff. well, she had let my boyfriend ( i love him yes but this is where i might have to draw the line. just keep reading.) and a couple of his friends read the note that he gave her. now, re,meber that this happened a MONTH ago and not recently. it all started out as them fooling around and make up ways that would be perfect to get back at him for hwat he had done but they weren't actually going to do. and my boyfirend comes up with the funniest plans that seem so perfect but impossible to do that you just have to lkaugh. and i did. well, that is still going on and they're pretty much going a whole lot father. byu that i mean, they had actually put mustard in the poor kids milk one time and he had no idea. i laughed ecause i'm going 'omg how can you not notice that you have mustard in your milk? and why would they even think of doing this in the first place?'. i told my mom this and she asks why they did it. i told her because they were mad at him still. then it got worse. the plans started going into more deatil like, invite him to the next holloween party just to torment him all night. or tell my firends dad what happend and then bring her dad to where the kid is so ther dad can beat him to a pulp. i didn't think anything of it at first, i mean i thought they were just being funny and maybe they did too. i told my mom and she said that they shpould stop because they are bullying and this happened a month ago, so it was time to let it go. well, it finallty hit me. the next day my boyfirend comes up with thise grotesquly graphic plan. grab a tack, a string, a tub of gasoline, a bucket. a trip wire, a flame thrower ( you can probably guess where this is going.) and a business chair. the plan was when the kid sat down on the chair, he would be poked with the tack and standd up and pull it out. that wiuld then pull the string attached to the bucket of gasoline and would pour it on him. that would then somehow trigger the trip wire and cue the flame thrower. pretty detailed right? well, i thought it was a little too deatiled. i heard this plan and i throw my hands down on the table and say ' i'm not part of this.' my boyfirend looks at me and goes ' yes you are.' and i go ' no i'm not.' then he goesd' yes you are because your sitting here at this table.' well, i''m sitting there thinking this doesn;t make sense because i sti here to eat lunch aqnd nothing else. so i tell him 'no i'm not.' and a friend of his goes ' if your sitting at this table in the cafateria then you are part of it.' and i go ' well i would like not to be.' and my boyfirend has the nerve to tell me to go away and then go right back to talking. i felt like slapping him, but i knew i couldn't. then my friend comes into band and goes up to me and tells me this other plan he had and i look at her and go ' you need to stop' and she goes ' well i don't think we're actually going to do any of this stuff anyways.' and i go ' it doesn't matter. you need to stop.' and she goes ' why?' and i look at her and go ' do you realize what your doing is bullying?' and she stands there for a moment and finally says ' true.' and i go ' that's why youn need to stop and tell my boyfriend too otherwise i'll punch him.' she makes the valid point of i wouldn't punch him =_= stupid goody toe shoes act and will power not to punch someone when they really deserve it. anyway, they were at it again today and my boyfirend makes it seem like he's not doing anything wrong. he spells out the word 'revenge' which made me feel sick. then my friend goes ' no more picking on him right?' and one of the kids involved goes ' but i thought you hated him' and she goes ' right?'. i'm sitting here thinking finally they realized it and now all we had to do was get my boyfirend to stop. but then the kid goes ' oh, your trying to make it seem like we stopped.' and my firend whispers ' shut your mouth!'. well, i lost it all there. i turned to my friend and go ' what did i tell you about stopping?!' and she give me this smile that says that she had no intention too. i wanted to cry, scream kick a wall, and just die all at the spot i was sitting at. i mean, why had she done it?! why had my friend lied like that?! i was hurt and she didn't care. i told her not to follow me and then i moved tables. to make matters worse, when we were outside i was in line and one of my other friends who was involved had asked me if we go back to our activity ( we have TCAP testing which is another name for CSAP. with this we have activities as breaks.) and i told him yes. then my boyfirend comes up and goes' hey do you know who ( starts to put the kids name her but stops short when he realizes i'm there ) i mean micheal jackson is?' and i here the firend go ' yeah, what was white then black ' and i walked off. i felt super sick. i had no idea what to do. after we finished the last test of the day i walk over to my firend and give her a note i had written that said ' you need to stop. if you don't i'll tell the counsiler or maybe even Mrs. Wagner ( our assistant principal for our grade level).' i hoep it got to her, but knowing her it might not have. my plan is to keep avoiding her and the others and not to talk to them, hoping they will take a hint. but i don't want to lose them as friends because of it. they are an awesome group of firends, but not when something like this happens. what should i do? is my plan a good one or not? if not, then what would be better because they clearly don't listen when i tell them to stop. i need help. and i need to cry and kick a wall. maybe even break my toes in the process. From Mr. G - Wow, I can't believe that your friends don't see how wrong it is what they are doing and far out of hand it's gotten. It's not right how they are treating that boy and it's also not right the way they are treating you. Can you talk to the counselor or the assistant principal about it? I mean, that was a good idea but once you do that, even if you remain anonymous they will know it was you and then you just might lose your friends. I guess you need to decide how far you are willing to take this to do the right thing. Bullying has to stop.
Comment Posted on March 6, 2012 at 06:18 PM by
KacieYay! it's working now! From Mr. G - Yes! I got help and we figured it out. :o)
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